I think that every girl should have a boyfriend like Josh. Or most guys should treat their girlfriends with more respect and affection. Either way, everyone wins.

Due to my irratic sleeping patterns, I was on ICQ shortly before sunrise, and I was chatting with Josh. He decided that he was going to go on a bike ride to take pictures of the sunrise, so I was left to my own devices. I was just putting some templates up on my design site (shut up! I'm not a teenyblogger!) when I heard a slight tapping at the front door. Since it was getting light out I figured that maybe it was one of my brother's hyperactive early-rising friends, or my brother trying to sneak back into the house. To satisfy my curiousity, I decided to peek out the window and see who was there. I was completely stunned when I saw Josh peeking in at me. He came in for a while, and we talked and hugged. I could not believe that he biked all that way that early in the morning just to see me. Josh really knows how to make me feel special. When I'm with him, I feel precious and intelligent, and even a little pretty. I must sound so shallow and ditzy for writing that, but it's true. I walk taller, talk more clearly, smile more often. Some people may see that as obsession, but I know that it's different. It's just a connection I have with another person, and it makes me feel exceedingly good.